Monday, October 20, 2014

New Leaves, No Strings by C.J. Fallowfield

New Leaves, No Strings (The Austin Series #1)
By C.J. Fallowfield
Published: January 29, 2014
Genre: New Adult, Romance, Erotica

She had a heart of ice and he wanted to thaw it. His mission, to use his sexual prowess to make him impossible to resist, until she was his and his alone.
New Leaves, No Strings has scorching erotic scenes, heart-warming friendships and will make you laugh, cry and hopefully fall in love, with a new book boyfriend named Gabe Austin.

Best friends Mia and Lexi start University and make a pact. Tainted by their pasts, they’re going to try and get over their commitment phobias. Mia’s going to lose her virginity with hot, no strings attached sex. Rebellious Lexi’s going to try ditching her one night stands and attempt to have a relationship. What Mia didn’t count on however, was Gabe Austin, confident and irresistibly gorgeous, who quickly inserts himself into her life. Inextricably drawn to each other, their desire soon leads to a passionate encounter. Gabe’s fears of abandonment and domineering attitude, combined with Mia’s own fears of attachment, threaten to derail his attempts to thaw her frozen heart. Despite her reticence, Gabe Austin’s a guy who is used to getting what he wants and he’s determined to make her his and his alone. Just as he seems to have won Mia around, he goes and does something that could ruin everything.

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J&M's review:
Immediately I was drawn to the story because of Mia Page and Lexi Clarke. They have been best friends since they were 11 years old and now starting college together at the University. Mia is an 18 year old virgin and Lexi on the other hand does one night stands. Both are scared of having a committed relationship all due to their past. So while attending the Uni and living on their own they both started a pact together. Mia was to lose her V-card to a hot guy with no-strings attached and Lexi was going to try for a real relationship.
Their friendship is very entertaining. They brought much humor to the book whether they were together or texting.

Now comes Gabe Austin. He’s on the Uni swim team. He’s blonde, with blue eyes, strong jaw, broad muscular shoulders and a body to die for. He’s sexy, confident, arrogant but very charming and has a heart of gold. The loss of his mother when he was young was a past that tortured Gabe. He sleeps with women to fill a void & emptiness. Although he's dated he never loved or put much effort into his relationships.

So when Gabe set eyes on Mia it was love at first sight. Their relationship was very intense and steamy & they’re so lovable!

This book was all consuming, I was very engrossed in the story. How C.J. wrote this believable story with endearing characters. I just felt myself connecting with them while getting lost in the book.

Meet C.J. Fallowfield

I write contemporary erotic romance with humour novels, which are full of emotion and plenty of drama. I am a 44 year old female from the United Kingdom and live in the wonderful countryside of Wales, surrounded by rolling hills, trees and fields full of sheep and cows. Writing aids include chocolate, Ben & Jerry’s and copious amounts of coffee, wine or cider.

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Books in this Series
New Leaves, No Strings
Baggage & Buttons
Forever & an Engine
The Honeymoon Period
Love & Loss
Infinite Love

In addition, there is a prequel to The Austin Series called Destined, written from Gabe Austin's point of view, available now, FREE from Goodreads, or Smashwords

Interview Q&A

What inspired you to write your first book and how long did it take you to complete it?
I always loved reading as a child, and dreamed of one day writing my own book, but life and work got in the way. After 25 years in the Finance industry I was given an amazing opportunity to take over my parents business, which I run from home part time, so suddenly I had all this extra time on my hands and decided that I was going to write that book. I didn’t have a plan of what I was going to write, I knew I wanted to try erotic romance and thought of a way that my characters would meet and Gabe and Mia grew from that point. I wrote my first draft in three weeks, but got cold feet and sat on it for a few months not sure whether it was good enough for someone to pay to read!

Who is your favorite character in this book?
That is a really difficult question. As I’ve already completed the series I’ve written nearly 2,000 pages around the key characters, so all of them hold a special place in my heart. If pushed I would have to say Mia. I love that she’s independent and feisty, but loved her character growth from someone so unwilling to give love and be loved in book one, to her transformation by the finale.

How much of the book is realistic and are experiences based on someone you know, or events in your own life?
I would argue that all of the book is realistic, yes the characters probably have more drama in their lives than the average person, but books would be boring without drama to keep them moving. They’ll be a reader somewhere for whom a particular scene resonates. I was criticised by some readers who said the sex was unrealistic, that is wasn’t possible to have sex so many times or to be so turned on. I whole heartedly disagree. The series isn’t my autobiography, I haven’t experienced some of the sexual scenes I’ve written, but in terms of that lust and passion for someone, that not being able to keep your hands off each other in those early years, that is based on experience. I can categorically confirm that it is possible and those readers who’ve argued the point have obviously not been fortunate enough to experience that yet.

Facets of each of my characters are written from my observations of friends, family and strangers, as I’m sure all writers do. No one character is based on one person, but friends may recognise the odd personality trait as they read!

One key experience in my life that I deliberately chose to write into the book was Mia’s illness. Without giving anything away for potential new readers, I suffered from the same condition that Mia did, sadly it affected me far worse than it did her. I have a hope that maybe even just one reader will pick up on the symptoms that she’s enduring and think “That’s how I feel” and will go and see their Doctor and be diagnosed in time to prevent the heartache I had to endure at such a young age. That would make me so happy to know that I’ve helped another women. Even happier if it were more than one.

What was the hardest part of writing your book?
Ironically writing the book was the easy part. I’m lucky to be a touch typist. On a good day I can get around 14,000 words done, so in ten days I’ve written an above average sized book. I then re-read and tweak. Back when I wrote my debut (New Leaves, No Strings) I was so green, I didn’t have beta readers to test it and give me feedback, I thought I could self edit, I also believed when I pressed that “Submit” button on Amazon, that people would just see it and take a chance on a new author and part with their hard earned cash. I soon realised that I did need an editor and most of all I needed to promote myself more. That was the hard bit. With no financial backing of a big publisher, it’s so hard for an independent author to get known. I never buy a book without reviews, yet less than 1% of my readers review my books, so getting those in is crucial. Thank God for book bloggers like yourselves. You are invaluable to Indie Authors because if you champion our work and give us free publicity to all of your followers. So on behalf of Indie authors around the world, we salute you!

Is there a message in your novel that you want readers to grasp?
I don’t think I intentionally wrote my book with a message, and I’m not sure there was a clear one in book one, but looking back at the series as a whole then yes I think there is one. It’s that love is hard. Everybody carries hidden baggage that impacts on their ability to relate to, and love, others. Yet if you love someone hard enough and are prepared to put in the work, then you can overcome any obstacle, just as Gabe and Mia did. I really put them through the ringer from books four to six, but reader feedback on the finale has been that all that angst and drama made the final payoff all the more sweet. So yes, I guess to remember that relationships aren’t always easy, but they can be so rewarding, be that passionate relationships, or even friendships like Mia and Lexi’s.

If you can go back and change anything you have written what would it be & why?
I don’t think I would to be honest. Writers can only grow by making the odd mistake, listening to reader feedback and learning from it. My review scores have climbed higher and higher with each book I’ve released so I must be doing something right. I wrote what was in my heart and what felt right to me at the time and I stand by that. Many loved the first book, some hated it and I’ve learned fast to be thick skinned, because no matter what you write, not everyone is going to love it. By changing a book, you risk losing the audience it would have resonated with and picking up other readers that now it will, it’s a pointless exercise in my opinion. Yes, if I’d received really bad reviews and my average ratings were low obviously that would be an indicator that I needed to go back to the drawing board. I’m lucky that this isn’t the case.

What books/authors have influenced your writing?
I was so late to the erotic romance party it’s untrue. Probably, like thousands of women around the world, Fifty Shades of Grey was my first dabble in the genre back in December 2012. I then went onto the Crossfire Trilogy and realised this was a genre I really loved. I guess every book I read up until I put fingers to keyboard for New Leaves has had somewhat of an influence on me. I knew I loved alpha males, who doesn’t, but I didn’t enjoy aspects of some books where the hero was emotionally or physically abusive. To me that’s not romantic. I wanted a man who had a hard, dominant controlling nature, but at the core would do anything to for the woman that he loved. That’s how I imagine all of my hero’s, strong on the outside with a slightly soft centre!

If you had to choose, which writer would you consider a mentor?
I’d have to pick Georgia Le Carre. I contacted her to say how much I’d enjoyed her first book and she emailed me back. When she realised that I was new to this industry she started giving me pointers to help me on areas like getting an editor, changing my initial book cover, marketing myself for free. From there our friendship has grown and because of that selfless generosity she showed me, I now do the same for new authors who approach me. It’s seriously tough among all that competition, but if Indie authors can’t help each other out, it’s very sad. Another author I’ve connected with is Lan LLP, who Georgia put me in contact with and the three of us regularly chat and share interesting information we’ve learned that will help us as authors. What’s so amazing is that while we write in the same genre, there’s no rivalary. We share in each others triumphs proudly and want each other to suceed and I’m so blessed to have such wonderful new friends.

What are your current projects?
I’m never happy unless I’m busy! I have two series on the go at the moment, “For the Night” and “31 Days.” My next release, on 17th October, is “Strangers for the Night” which is book one in an eight part series around Logan Steele, a male gigolo and each book features his one night with a client. They are designed as erotic steamy short stand alone reads, but if read in sequence, the reader will also experience Logan’s character development. I’m releasing one of these per month, so far I have three in the bag to take me up to December. I’ve also just sent “31 Days of Winter” to my editor and am working on “31 Days of Summer.” The 31 Days duology are full length romance novels, with my trademark humour and hot detailed erotic scenes, but this time there is more intrigue and mystery. I’m so excited about each project, and ARC reviews on the first three “For the Night” books have been amazing, Logan is going down a tropical hot storm! My beta feedback on 31 Days has been excellent too, so I can’t wait to see what the readers think, though it’s always a nervous few days after a book goes live!

Did you learn anything from writing your book and what was it?
As I said before I think the steepest learning curve has been to not focus on the odd review where someone didn’t enjoy my work, but to focus on all the positive ones and the daily fan mail and messages of support I’m receiving. You can get a load of really great reviews in a day, but if you get one negative one that’s the one writers hone in on and lose sleep over. I’m toughening up fast. I don’t love some of the really popular best sellers in my genre, so not everyone will love my writing style, but if authors could ask anything of their readers, it would be to write constructive reviews to help us grow. All in all I guess I’m learning to try and focus more on the positive than the negative, a wise mantra for life let alone the world of writing!

Do you have any advice for other new writers?
I’m no expert, it’s still less than a year since I started writing, let alone hit that publishing button but I can give you tips that I wish I’d known before I put my debut on Amazon’s shelves. Firstly have someone who can be brutally honest with you read your first draft. Detach from the intial horror of having someone critique your writing baby (something you’ll have to get used to really fast!) and really take the time to consider if their observations have merit. Then re-read your manuscript with those in mind and revise accordingly. Second, get an editor. I cannot stress that enough. I thought I could self edit and my early versions had silly mistakes in which readers soon pick up on. Third try and market yourself in advance. Send out ARC copies to bloggers, build up a fan base before you launch yourself with teasers. Then last, but not least, be proud. Writing a book takes dedication, countless hours of alone time and patience and not everyone has motivation or determination to see it through, let alone the courage to put it out there for the world to review. That’s a serious achievement in itself and if your books are well reviewed, that’s the thing that makes you smile everyday and want to write more! You also have to have fun and love writing, that pretty much goes unstated!

Do you have anything specific that you want to say to your readers?
I’m just in awe of the support I’ve had from readers. I hoped that The Austin Series would be a decent read, with relatable characters, passion, angst, everyday humour and a great payoff at the end, but I’ve been blown away at the ratings and support I’ve received. My fans truly are amazing and have made this last year the best of my life. I wake up every day wanting to write, I get irritated when everyday things stop me from writing. Without their support I wouldn’t be having so much fun! I only hope that I continue to put out work that they receive just as well and I love hearing from them too. So don’t be shy, if you have a question or observation get it touch. While becoming as famous as some of the big erotic romance writers out there one day would be fabulous, it will also be a sad day because I’m sure they don’t have time to read each review like I do, or reply to each email of Facebook message and that I’d miss for sure. So bloggers and readers, I thank you from the bottom of my heart for taking me into yours and helping do something I love.

Friday, October 17, 2014

RELEASE DAY* Strangers for the Night by C.J. Fallowfield

Strangers for the Night (For the Night Series #1)
By C.J. Fallowfield
Release Date: October 17, 2014
Genre: Romance, Erotica
(Contains Adult Themes ~ Suitable for 18+ Only)


My name is Logan Steele. I’m devilishly handsome, seriously ripped, well hung, charismatic and highly sexed. Women just can’t resist me. So when I lost my job in the construction industry and was struggling for cash, I decided to put my assets to good use.
By day I’m a private personal fitness trainer. By night I’m a high class gigolo.
I don’t advertise my sexual services anymore, I have a long client list that come to me through word of mouth. I’m that good I’m booked months in advance. Scores of women pay me extortionately high fees to fulfil their fantasies. And for the most part I do. I have a strict set of rules that I abide by, which are provided in the full contract that you’ll receive along with the booking form, if accepted. I’ve bullet pointed an abridged version below, just so you’re clear before you send me an email request:
Rules my clients must comply with are:
I must see a picture in advance.
I can decline the booking request without explanation.
I can only be booked for the night.
All sexual acts must be consensual.
I will provide you with a report to complete, then I will choose the setting for our meeting based on your scenario.
I am flown first class or by private jet if I am required to work abroad.
In the event of the above, I will provide my dietary requirements in advance.
I will perform a full background check.
I base my variable charge on the scenario being requested.

“No” rules that I stipulate are:
No bareback.
No minors.
No physical violence.
Nothing illegal.
No form of emotional attachment during or after the event. I am merely performing a sexual or companion service.
No contact after the event, unless it is for a new booking.

And my absolute number one rule, without exception is:
Full payment up front which, is non- refundable. There is no requirement for a refund clause, I never fail to perform.

So, now you are aware of my rules for the night and are about to contact me, all that remains to be asked is “Who do you want me to be?”
‘Strangers for the Night’ is Camilla Domville's idea of the perfect fantasy. Meeting a hot guy in a bar and going back to his hotel room for a night of unbridled passion, that’s if they even make it to the hotel room before Logan seduces her.
Downright raunchy, saucy and hot, Logan's sexcapade with Camilla threatens to be his last, as she's set her sights on him and is determined to be his one and only client moving forwards. But Logan's main mantra is “Never get emotionally attached to your client.”
While this works with Camilla, a booking with a future client has him looking forward to it in a way he never has before.


‘I’m not one for crowds, Miss Camilla. I’m best in a one to one situation.’ I lifted the corner of my mouth into a smile.
‘One to one? Are you trying to seduce me, Sir?’ she gasped, acting all affronted.
‘There is no trying,’ I countered as I leaned in and placed an elbow on the bar, the other on my knee as I spread my legs in a masculine pose. ‘If I wanted to seduce you I would. I’d rip those tiny green knickers you’re wearing to shreds and impale you on my cock before you had a chance to beg me.’
‘And what makes you think I’d be interested?’ she asked as she uncrossed her legs and parted them slightly.
‘The fact that you’re dying to know just how large I actually am that it’s made your tiny little cunt drip with arousal, every man in this bar can smell it, you’re watering for me, aren’t you? Desperate for a stranger to fuck you and take you to heights you’ve never seen.’ I angled my fingers to trail slowly up the inside of her thigh and her eyes glazed as her breathing quickened. ‘Blow off your party, I’ll show you a far better time that you’ll remember for years to come.’
‘Only if I can blow you off,’ she whimpered as my index finger reached the sodden lace. ‘We’re in a public place,’ she whispered as her eyes went wide when I started to stroke. I smiled, this was the reason I refused scripts for the entire night, I only agreed to use certain words or phrases if that really got them off. There had to be some spontaneity or where was the fun? She’d not been expecting me to rub her clit as she sat at the bar in her father’s hotel.
‘That was a given, Miss Camilla. I’ll want you on your knees with your hands tied behind your back as I fuck your throat and you’ll swallow me with no complaint, I may even save some for that pretty face of yours.’
‘O fuck,’ she groaned as she closed her eyes.
‘Not quite yet, but it can be arranged very shortly if you so desire,’ I advised as I slowly trailed my fingers back down her thighs. I heard her gulp as she opened her eyes and nodded at me. I stood up and fastened the button on my jacket, leaving her eye level with my chest as I held out my hand to help her off the stool. She took a sharp breath in, she’d felt it, the elusive crackle that everyone spoke about when they met their perfect match. Despite the number of women I’d had, that crackle still evaded me. I put my hand in the small of her back and steered her out of the bar, aware that many eyes were on us. ‘You live dangerously,’ I observed as we made our way across the cavernous lobby.
‘For accepting the offer of a stranger?’
‘That, and the fact that you’re brazen enough to do it in this hotel.’ I wasn’t supposed to bring up the fact that I knew who she was. ‘You’re not worried people will think you’re a prostitute, dressed like that?’
‘How dare you!’ she hissed as she glared up at me.
‘A high class prostitute, one I’d happily pay good money to fuck,’ I shrugged. ‘Lucky me to get you for free.’
‘I’m paying you arsehole,’ she snapped, breaking cover, as we stood in front of the lift door and she rummaged for her key.
‘Did you never question why the price was so high?’ I asked as I trailed a finger up and down the inside of her wrist making her swallow again. ‘You’ve never been fucked by a real man Camilla, a man so large he could split you in half with one thrust, who can make you come multiple times in seconds just with his fingers, let alone his tongue and thick cock. I’m so large, I’ll stretch you so wide that you’ll have to resort to dual penetration in your cunt to feel half of what you felt with me when you fuck anyone else. I’ve even made a woman come just by telling her what I was going to do to her. Tell me you’re not dripping down your thighs right now at the thought of it? That your little clit isn’t screaming for me to touch it properly without that lace in the way?’
‘Logan,’ she mewled as she swayed on her feet and dropped the private lift key card. I dropped to one knee next to her and stooped to pick it up, pretending to steady myself by clasping the back of her right leg, taking the opportunity to press my thumb against the little known erogenous zone at the back of her knee. I smiled as I heard her pant as my thumb worked while I picked up the key card with the other hand. I released her leg just before she had to reach out to palm the lift door to keep upright. I placed my hand back on the small of her back as I swiped the card, then leaned closer to her and breathed on her neck, making all of her hair stand on end.
‘I’ll take that as a yes,’ I whispered as the doors opened and I steered her into the far corner, keeping my back to the hidden camera somewhere on the wall behind me. ‘How about we unwrap your surprise right now?’
‘Please,’ she begged.

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J&M's Review:

First of all, we applaud C.J. for writing a very enticing mini-series. Strangers for the Night started off with an unforgettable chapter and introducing us to the protagonist Logan Steele. One word, Sexy!

In the first of this mini-novella. Logan Steele a personal fitness trainer & high class gigolo is hired by Camilla Domville a hotel heiress/socialite. Logan is to seduce Camilla as strangers for her birthday. She has a full list report of scenarios she would like Logan to full-fill during their evening together. Being daddy’s spoiled & only child she is used to getting her ways & after meeting Logan she couldn’t resist him. She has plans to black mail Logan so he will be hers forever.

Immediately we were drawn to the story it was very compelling! The way C.J. Fallowfield introduces her characters, they are always unforgettable. She’s a very great story-teller & developer. It amazes us how much we have withdrawals of her characters after we finish her books. We are extremely thrilled to know that C.J. has plans to release a book each month in this 8 book mini-novella. Although short, but it’ll be worth it! 5 stars to MS. C.J.!!!

Meet C.J. Fallowfield

I write contemporary erotic romance with humour novels, which are full of emotion and plenty of drama. I am a 44 year old female from the United Kingdom and live in the wonderful countryside of Wales, surrounded by rolling hills, trees and fields full of sheep and cows. Writing aids include chocolate, Ben & Jerry’s and copious amounts of coffee, wine or cider.

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Books in this series
Strangers for the Night
Virgin for the Night
Filthy for the Night
Ménage for the Night
Sophisticated for the Night
Biker for the Night
Dominant for the Night
Actor for the Night

Thursday, October 9, 2014

Masquerade by Georgia Le Carre *Release Day*

By Georgia Le Carre
Released: October 9, 2014
Genre: Romance, New Adult, Erotica


Love is deceptive...

Fiery Billie Black thought she knew all she needed to know about her own sexuality, but that was before one night of animalistic passion with the ultra gorgeous and mysterious Jaron Rose. Tall, blond, charming and wealthy, he was the epitome of an Alpha male. 

In the morning he promised he would call. He didn't.

Six months later, just as Billie had finally managed to free herself from the memories of that night, he arrives on the scene again. Suddenly, all the feelings that burned so intensely are reignited and she finds herself becoming quickly entangled with her enigmatic lover. The passion is incredible, unforgettable, unbelievable, but Jaron Rose is not all that he seems—he wears more than one disguise…and he is hiding a big secret.

Billie is about to find out what that is… 



‘First let me tell you what you’re going to be doing tomorrow. At sharp three thirty p.m. you will bend over this table, your elbows and hands and cheek pressed against the glass, your ass in the air barely covered by lace and some transparent material that rips easily. Baby doll nighties and thongs are my favorite at the moment. What you are doing is waiting for me to come and fuck you like the little bitch you are.’
My mouth drops open.
‘The rims of the thong will become soaked very quickly and you will consider using your sweating hands to masturbate to relieve the ache, but you will not. Instead you will keep that position, nipples and cunt tingling, and wait. The high heels you’ll be wearing—I like black— will make your calves cramp, but you will ignore it.’
My pussy clenches like a boxers fists, but I pretend to snort.
He ignores it. ‘At four I will turn up. You will not turn around to look at me or speak to me. No matter how wide your legs are I will have to correct the position by kicking apart your legs and flipping the last bit of covering over your back, so your ass is totally exposed to me. I will roughly rub your panties, find the jellied part, and dig my fingers into it. You will immediately raise your hips higher to try to catch more of my flesh, and moan the way you would if you were begging for it.
‘I’ll tell you to be quiet. That you are not to make a sound until I allow it. I will flick your clit through the material and your body will start bucking and squirming. At that moment I will swat you on the fleshiest part of your buttocks just once, but hard. My fingers might strike your clit. It will make your head spin and you are bound to cry out from the surprise. But if you do I will spank you again. Just to hear you cry out and see the blush spread. And again, until you are panting and dripping onto my hand. Excitement, shame, joy, desire.
‘Then I will back off, make myself a cup of tea and drink it while I stare at your reddened ass, ripe for the picking. Once I have had my tea I will undress. Slowly. You will strain to hear buttons, material scraping my skin, shoes sliding away, socks pulling, zip tearing. I will grasp the reddened, burning skin in my palms and feel its weight in my bare hands.’
I try not to show it but his dick is slowly growing inside me and I am starting to want him to fuck me all over again.
‘Then I will pull the warm red cheeks apart and holding them apart with one hand I will slide my finger into you, first one, then two and eventually three—the way you like it, the way I did the first night we met. You will moan, and shiver and maybe even grunt like an animal. Your head will start to lift off the table—you are about to come. That is the moment I’ll stop and will ask you to touch yourself. You will take your hand off the table and press it between your legs, turning your head to look at me while starting to masturbate.
‘“Do you want my cock in your pussy?” I will ask. “Yes,” you will whisper. I will ask you again. “Yes, yes,” you will plead.
‘And that is when I will ram so hard into you, you will shudder and scream and arch and quiver and come in a screaming rush.’
‘I won’t be in at three thirty p.m. or four p.m. tomorrow,’ I say coldly.

Meet Georgia

Georgia Le Carre lives in England, in an old 19th century romantic cottage surrounded by a magical garden filled with fruit and walnut trees.
When she is not feeding words into her laptop, she is either curled up in bed with a box of chocolates and a good read, or lost in a long walk in the woods. Especially on moonlit nights. And often with the man of her dreams.

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Monday, October 6, 2014

Finding our Forever by Lan LLP

Finding our Forever (Forever #2)
By Lan LLP
Published: September 12,2014
Genre: Contemporary-Romance, New Adult, Erotica

When tragedy strikes it doesn't always signal the end. Sometimes it can mean a new beginning...

Still reeling from the events of the past culminating in her devastating loss, an emotionally scarred Lillian Ly is determined to follow her heart and temporarily forego a bright academic career to keep alive the only thing that matters, being with the man she loves.

Guilt pours over Carson Bradley like molten lava, but despite his shame, he cannot let her go. She is the flame to his fire, the soul of his heart.
Without Lillian by his side, he is just a body without a warm pulse.

Now with news of two missing researchers, whose survival is based on a drug formula that he is unable to deliver, he fears the kidnappers will stop at nothing to get what they want—ensuring Lillian’s life is also in danger.

Desperate to obtain the missing drug components and keep Lillian safe, Carson's unreasonable behavior combined with Lillian’s strong-defensive will - collide - threatening their future.

Lillian knows she loves him irrevocably, but can she survive in Carson's volatile world?

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We were very excited for the release of the second book to the Forever series by Lan LLP. Finding our Forever started off with instant drama & don’t we love drama! Lily is recovering from her miscarriage and resenting Carson for all her life changes since she met him. While grieving the loss of their unborn child wasn’t enough, Carson has Lily hidden away in his penthouse while having their friends and the public believe that Lily had died in the car accident.

There are a few new characters who are introduced in this book, so many twist and turns. We’re excited to see where things end up and how everyone is related!

Finding our Forever is well constructed with continuity and unexpected depth. Lan you have us compelled to this amazing story with Lily and Carson! We can not wait for the third installment to your trilogy, and we’re so sad to know it’s the last of Lily and Carson.

Meet Lan LLP

Over a long year ago, I picked up a pen and wrote the first sentence of a fantasy that I’ve imagined ever since I was a daydreaming little girl—minus the steamy parts of course. That initial sentence was the seed that grew into my flowering romance book, “Beginning with Forever.” With all my heart, I wrote, rewrote, edited, re-edited and now, I’m finally ready to share it with all of you. My one and only aspiration for this book is to have readers embrace my story and characters with their heart. If I can make someone laugh till their gut hurts, hate with vengeance, cry till their eyes dry out, fall in love all over again, drool over the hero or feel any other emotions, than I’ve succeeded my goal.
I’m the sappiest person in the world when it comes to romance. Don’t laugh! I believe in love at first sight, Prince Charming or Mr. Hot Billionaire in my book, and happy endings. In my heart, every women deserves all three, and they will when they lose themselves in my books. Your fantasy can become your reality with just the flip of a page, so come join me.

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